Wednesday, January 31, 2007

lol. with those tags, i feel the need to refute.

YEECHIEN, first of all, i have to say that i wasn't afraid. it's just that i didnt want to make ppl like u known in case friends of mine who may know you get very bad impressions of u cuz of my experience. wasnt that somewhat a kind of courtesy?

then i'll have to ask u a question. u tagging here, being one of my so-called A-Es, aren't u "giving a shit" bout what i wrote here? "faheem" and jacky being so too?

then bout "faheem's" tag, i wonder. hmmm.. if it really was him tagging, if it really was him saying those, i'd say i was just refering my unpleasant experiences at work to my superior. and from the word "paotoh", aint the person tagging actually guilty? it's just that he doesnt want to be known.

hmmm.. i'd actually like to doubt the tagger if he's actually faheem himself. cuz funny, how coincedental would it be for faheem and yeechien to both tag at the same time, from the same place? plus usually in the morning, faheem would be asleep, all the way till afternoon.. =)

what a show with that "yeah lor." ^^

then bout the confronting directly issue, yeechien, think carefully, are u sure i never told u off in the face before? are u sure i never approached u bout what i wasnt happy bout u before? it's just that u ignored me, so-called "maturely not caring bout how others give a damn bout u"

then to jacky, i did tell hq directly k. it's just that, like i said, he didnt hear properly and started to kp.

back to the tags, yeechien, i never said i can judge. i said it was my opinion, my complaint entry. and are u sure no one said anything about me behind my back? i know stuffs.

u say i've gotta put down my secondary school thinking and get into society? i believe more in saying out how u feel to solve the problem. but since u were the one who ignored what i said, u have no rights to criticise what i say in my personal space as still-at-secondary-school-level, and not-mature-enough-for-society.

and i did mention that it wasnt necessary for anyone to read it didnt i?

u say no one gives a shit? arent u being contradicting urself?

and bout that cheating hours issue, havent u noticed that in the last couple of weeks ur hours were reduced by a lot? u got more hours in the last few days cuz u asked for it.

u could have stayed, but u didnt. i could have gone, and fyi, i did. today was my last day and it wasnt because of u. cuz if it was, i could have stayed longer since u're gone isnt it?
no one forced me, and i never said anyone did. it's just my personal thinking to commit for bout a month. any problem with that?

i should find something better to do? i talked bad bout u guys while u guys didnt?
well i thought that was quite a thing to do at such late time. i couldnt sleep and there wasnt anything else to do online. so, any opinions bout what i do in my free time?
then can i ask, shouldnt u guys find something better to do while at work when i was on off, than talking bad bout me?

hmmm.. u didnt know i was such a character? lol, then too bad. i knew how u bitched bout shirlyn before.

i dont need to try to think bout why ppl hate me. cuz it's quite pointless to me since i know that opinions differ. u guys think that slacking and not "paotoh-ing" bout each other is right, but i dont think so, and thus relations sour.

lol, thanks for the "interesting story" phrase. though that's actually sacarstic. bout that "exaggerating" part, if u felt that im wrong saying that u're such a slacker, then probably too bad cuz u always showed me that side of urs. and many other things, it's just that u didnt notice urself doing or saying those stuffs. and the way i saw it, it wasnt very nice.

hmmm, i dont find poking my nose in every detail irritating. if u're talking bout working life, isnt that something needed in order to excel in ur work next time? but of cuz i know that the "every detail" that u're refering to is different. lol. anyway, all i can say is that, u will only find it irritating if u're guilty of it. plus, i feel that since that "every detail" affected me, why shouldnt i care? zz..

i wasnt being guilty btw, i know that it was bout me. u people are just not happy that ur slacking was exposed.

and lol, why shld i be thankful? havent u dropped pizzas before? u dare say that? it was a mistake i made and i did apologise. i mean, who dont make mistakes?
and marinating the chicken wings slowly was on purpose btw. and so what if im a slowpoke as long as i get it done? do u get ur things done when u're so fast?
and again, aren't u being contradicting by saying that no one said so?

bout "my feedback", nobody said working would be fun. and for me, it wasnt exactly fun working with a typical slacker too. but thanks anyway for the experience. :)

then i'll thank u for ur feedback too. i'll think if it's a right thing to do to not tell my superior how my colleagues landed me in difficult situations many times. i'll think if being a typical chinese singaporean is bad. i'll think if being nationalist wrong? lol.

then i'd like to ask u to go back and think too. think if being a typical slacker is good, and think bout why are u unhappy with what i said and what i did, if in the first place, u werent guilty.

to jacky right, are u sure at the very least one of u didnt rush for the food? if one of u didnt, why would they rush me? bout who wrote it i doubt i can ever know who did it exactly, cuz u guys left when i saw it. and who knows, u might also be like yeechien, denying things he did or said. but it doesnt really matter does it? cuz even if it wasnt u or hq who did it, u guys certainly enjoyed it.

lol, like i said, i did confront directly. u guys didnt.

and lol, that dot person is also being a coward, according to yeechien, by not tagging ur name.
and i'd say that the two who tagged their names are cowards too cuz according to yeechien, they're being "afraid" to not dare to confront me directly.

and i can say that im not. cuz i did confront directly, but was ignored. so i was venting it out in my personal online diary. nothing wrong with that isnt it?

2:04 AM

Monday, January 29, 2007

WARNING: this is a very long complaint entry, there is actually no neccessity to read. read at your own risk(of time).

grr.. how should i start? lol btw, the topic im touching on is actually my work place. it's 1.36 am now and i can't fall asleep. so i decided to blog. lol.

in the beginning, all was well, i sort of managed to get along with everyone.

A wasn't as irritating yet,
B was a lil bossy but okay, since she's a girl, and supposedly on my side against A, i'll try to give in in that aspect.
C seemed really hardworking, coming at hours before his shift, giving free labour, also meaning that he helped me cope when things were getting out of hands for me.. so i was actually quite grateful.
D hadn't come yet, but when he came, i assumed that since we knew each other beforehand, if anything cropped up, at the very least, he would be on my side. but alas, that wasn't what it seems now la.
E, who just came recently, gave me the worst first impression of all. he was utterly slacking all the way on his training, and he's those kind that i really hate, u have hands(free) but u ask other people to do ur job for you while u slack away. and funny, the job was actually easy tasks. lol

umm.. shld be no more.. and my supervisor, in my opinion, is a fair person, that's why i respected her, until last thursday, when i started to doubt that. lol. oh well, that doesnt really matter anyway.

right, there's quite a number of people i'm getting fed up with at work huh. lol. so let me start.

A, first of all didn't give me the basic respect at all, treating me like some kinda nice-to-bully "junior", though he's just started working earlier than me by 6 days, giving me all the odd jobs.

starting, it was still okay.. cuz at least, he said "thanks". but slowly, that politeness died down and he was slacking away while he threw all the job, supposed to be shared and done before our supervisor turns up. he was either smoking, or ran out for hours, not sure what was he doing, but the point was that he left me, sometimes alone, in the store, while he slacked away, cheating his hours. yucks.

and i bet he spoke bad of me behind my back. cuz quite a number of times, i caught them whispering, as though they didnt want me to know the contents of their gossip. and another thing is that i've seen him complain to my supervisor relentlessly bout B before, when they were still at loggerheads, that is.

and many times last thursday, he was really sacarstic when he was training E. he said many "things u can or cannot do" and "rules" and "attitude(relax) u should have when u're working" that he never mentioned to me, neither were those said by others before. like, whatever.

and oh, he likes to rant on bout his pay of 20cents more per hour, than the usual pay, that leading him to saying wad, prove yourself to be capable of doing stuffs.. blah and blah, how good he is, how he's able to prove himself as "able to do stuffs" and "can get his stuffs done". pls la.. all those are really bullshit can? it's like k la, that "able to do stuffs" part im not sure cuz usually the work are thrown to us while he slack off.. but that "can get his stuffs done" is more likely cuz he throws all the jobs to us. so he presents that "stuffs done" to the supervisor as "if im around, i can get things done" kinda way. but in actual fact, all those shit were done by us. lol.

and it's like btw, i get $3.70 per hour too. noob.

now it comes to B. we were getting along quite fine, especially after we realised we both disliked A. but one week later, she was suddenly on good terms with A. and so, i suddenly felt that i was betrayed, so there was no point tolerating her bossyness, and that with-hands-free-but-ask-others-to-do kind of attitude. but i dont see her often cuz she's schooling, so i only see her on weekends. but lol, that's enough to make me really irritated by her.

oh btw, she's those kind who try to act cool by saying those "man", "hey dude" kinda terms, though she didnt even know wad's the meaning of "dude" in the first place. that actually made me wanna puke a few times. lol.

and OH, she's really BLUR when doing cashier, so often, she has to pay up for the losses. BUT, she still doesnt learn and continue to kaypo, and be cashier whenever she can(when supervisor's not around). but in any cases, her bodoh-ness has landed me in to trouble a couple of times. zz..

so anyway, today she really provoked me. while she herself doesnt follow the so-called RULES often, she was actually LECTURING me bout trying to avoid having to change the oil tmr morning(cuz it's a dreadful job), in a very bossy tone!!! and also in a i-always-follow-the-rules tone. lol. like, whatever.

then worst still, she got jacky to crap loudly, sacarstically, and obviously it was aiming at me la. freak. and lol, she was actually acting cool at that time. -.- "it's the RULES man!", in a very not cool tone. lol.

AND, though that, i still fried that chicken wing for her that she wanted, out of my kindness, though reluctantly, and she actually DARED to doubt me and put that chicken wing back to the fryer to cook for a while more!!!!!!!! GRRRR!!!

then there was that jacky hq issue. i was really upset when they were actually getting so much free food already, cuz of the shortage of stock, and they actually dared to raise their voice at me when i couldnt give them their free food within a short time, CUZ I WAS BUSY with the customers' orders. DUHH!!!

in the end, the customers' orders were delayed cuz they took the chicken wings i fried first.. then i had to fry the chicken wings again. zz.. it's like.. hello?? u're freaking getting free food. shouldn't u at least have the consideration to wait?? how can they shamelessly ask for QUICK, FREE food??!!

i mean, so what if he's friends with our supervisor, who actually said that jacky need not pay for the things he ate or take away? it's his FRIENDS who are taking away the free food. so i see no reason to actually hurry and meet their demands, while the two idiots, B and D, boot-licked them? yucks. and dunno who, jacky or hq was so childish to write "FUCK YOU" behind the box, turning it to face the back, on purpose, so that i can see it. lol. childish. 17 and u still do such things. and hq was like really, in my opinion bodoh la. it's like i was telling him to wait for his free food. he didnt hear properly and started to kaopei la. lol, idiots. childish, foolish idiots.

lol, i'll jump to D for awhile. it's like, ya la, i thought he'd be nice. but turns out he's a slacker too. and today, he freaking ganged up with B to be sacarstic to me. seriously, like what sharon said, if you wanna convey anything just say it out straightforwardly, there isnt any need for u to twist and turn, and be sacarstic with your words.

there's one incident today where it's like, after i told B that i didnt hear the order for the chicken wing, she asked D and D actually agreed with her that she did say out the order. k fine, probably i didnt hear properly, so it's my fault. but on the next orders, she purposely said the wing order extra loudly, k fine, i tolerate, but D ACTUALLY REPEATED THEM!!!!!! GRRR.. i was so angry la!
how can he... how can he actually gang up with that freaking bodoh, blur, smart-aleck, act-cool, immature girl?!?! and freak, i've actually known him for at least 4 years. zz..

k now it comes to C. like i said, he was actually quite hardworking. my impression of him was actually not bad, especially when sometimes he would accompany me to walk home.. and sometimes miss his last bus, having to take a cab home cuz of that.. but i think it's especially after one issue, his attitude to me totally changed. he's cold, easily angered, for no reason though, lol and childish.

and his work attitude changed too.. that's probably cuz of the influence from A. lol. he became much of a slacker, making me be fryer, And slicer, AND runner at the same time! while he wanders about complaining that it's boring, he doesnt have any work to do.. lol. there's a cashier at work btw..

and once, after my ballet lesson, i went there to check out on how my friend was doing, since she's new. i saw this, she was busy with cashier, yet had to call out the orders(for customers to come pick their food) while there were customers in front of her waiting to take their order, i told her that she shouldnt bother herself with the behind work since her job was only cashier. C, being the one nearest to the table, where all the pizzas are put, waiting to be sent out, i said it was his job. he heard that, and he retorted straight away. and just as i was about to tell him that that was what sharon told me, he threw his temper, leaving all the pizzas there, childishly kicked the door and went out, saying he's going to the toilet, irresponsibly.

eew.

so whatever it is, he's become a person really irritating lar. he dont wanna see me, the feelin's mutual.

E, i've said it all la.. but i've only spent a day with him.. im not sure.. cuz according to B, he's actually quite hardworking. o.O

argh.. these people are getting on my nerves.. does the problem actually lie on me?? but i dont think whatever that i did was wrong lei.. they were wasting resources by giving out so many free food.. of cuz i would get angry, especially when it was peak time, and that we were actually running low of stock.

OH YA.. that reminded me, bout how un-reliable B really is.. u really cannot trust her with tasks de leh. it's like.. i went to work at 5.. and by that time, the chicken should have been marinated already, fries shld have been packed already.. but when i arrived, nothing was done!! and i had to do them myself when the timing to do those shldn't have crossed my work time.. so yea.. i was actually doing those stock preparation stuffs during peak hours.. how dumb can that situation be?? zz..

and she actually retorted fiercely that it was cuz they were busy, in a tone as though i was accusing her of some kinda crime.. but pls la.. i would only take that as excuses lo.. no matter how busy weekends are supposed to be, the afternoons wouldnt be THAT busy.. and k fine.. if it was that busy.. bout 5 when more manpower came.. shldnt they started packing already? or at least ask someone to do it.. at least it's known that the job wasnt done yet and it would be started from that moment onward. argh...

anyways.. whoever who sees this and is not happy bout it.. especially the people directly involved, talk to me straight. if possible, (though i doubt), change my opinion of u, if u are able to. prove that im wrong, if u can that is. cuz fact is, i think before i write. i tolerated before i expressed my anger. i tried to appease before making you my enemy.

if u never provoked me, i wouldnt have these opinions.

wow, i took 2 hours for all these.. x.x

3:01 AM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

ahhh... apparently after rain one fine day.. i came across this thing after work.. x.x aww~ poor lamp post.. broke its head.. any ambulance? lol XD

lol. a couple of pictures that faheem took of himself.. he's really weird.. haha in a funny way.. oh ya.. huangyi.. if there's a chance.. i'd like to show u a video i took.. XD meiqi said u'd love it.. XD

ooh! rainbow spotted yesterday outside tp.. it's quite vague though.. x.x

heeee *evil laughter* this was meiqi this morning.. she looked so professional!! XD

haa.. a gay picture of mingqin.. she's really turned gay.. x.x

OH!! this was taken from meiqi's phone.. a sms from some wobbly guy.. lol if u look carefully... it says..

"Later hu confirm can go slp reply me asap... Timin 2 meet most prob at 630 tamp mrt"

o.o

2:31 AM

ooh.. this was so last year.. haa at the christmas celebration i think.. at amanda's house.. when we went for captain's ball.. ahh.. the "new guy" that i know scratched me.. and sob.. it was painful.. T_T

ooh~ gianhui's christmas gift.. hee

huangyi's SINCERE handmade gift.. sweet huh.. haa (also called the "cheapo-present" by jeffrey)

erms.. this was a lot of junk food i brought home some time last yr.. heh.. i think it was a few days after that thing.. lol.. it's called "a lot" cuz i finished those alone, and within 1 or 2 hours. lol.

heee!!!!! these two gays came visiting on some sunday.. ahh.. btw they went to dingxiaoyan's concert at esplanade and sort of came to suan me.. x.x haa i dunno bout wad ppl think.. but i think they look damn alike.. same necklace.. same shirt(as in both are spaghetti-striped).. almost same hairstyle(let-down hair).. and haa both "no specs". x.x like really twins lidat.. XD

1:26 AM

present from waihong.. ahas so cute XD

MEIQI's snowman!! hehe i still think this is cuter than the angels.. XD

haa huiying's portrait of me.. lol it's actually not bad.. XD

ooh! this is from amanda's lil sis.. so sweet eh? hehe X)

alright.. guess that's all for the last year posts.. XD

12:58 AM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

hee.. goped this from someone's blog. aww~ i miss the days..

i miss mr hardi,
i miss the frequent complaints by siew wen during history classes..
i miss mr hardi's sacarstic jokes during classes..
i miss his biasness towards the pure history students..
i miss the after-class talks with him, and phoon yu talking and "debating" at the same time.. heh..
i miss phoonyu's abrupt qns in class too..

lalala i miss nas.

2:40 AM

eye candies~

2:38 AM

ahh.. really busy these few days.. it's either work, then ballet. or ballet, then work. but today it was piano, then work.. lol im getting really tired.. ahas.. but i guess everything's still fun ba.. haha especially when there's NEW PEOPLE at WORK! ahas there's Hannah, Senghoe and Weidong (qiandong's good fren, lol. heh XD) oh ya, cool~ he does his own laundry.. heh means bai wei xiu does her own laundry too.. LOL

i think now i know why the guys get better at knowing the stuffs around.. cuz when they're around, it's usually the busy times.. so they do and learn more in a shorter time.. whereas girls usually come at a time when it ain't that busy.. so we learn lesser and slower.. lol

ahh.. weidong's really tall.. he can reach a place where we usually need the ladder.. o.o
hmm.. im starting to do the pizzas faster i guess.. x.x and oh, yesterday morning, yeechien finally let me make the pizzas.. but halfway thru we're outta pies.. o.O

hmm friday.. oh.. they came for training.. heh.. weidong came in STRIKING orange cuz i think i forgot to tell them to wear dark coloured clothes... hehe.. hmm.. i dunno why, but nabil looked reeally angry that day.. o.O

saturday.. ah.. i burnt my hand.. this is the worst burn i ever got.. oww.. it's like 3 days has passed but it still hurt.. sob.. T_T

oh ya.. yesterday's opening right.. surprisingly and amazingly.. yeechien wasnt really that late.. lol he usually come at around 9.40 lidat.. but yesterday he came at around 9.15.. lol.. but still, the job of arranging of the chairs was still thrown to me.. sob.. my hand hurts you know.. x.x

oh lol, there was a black out.. zz.. the building's electric connections are like so lousy.. zz..

ahh.. was it sunday? huangyi and meiqi came to visit.. heh.. OH.. i remember le.. there was this guy who complained.. cuz we forgot to give him one chicken wing.. -.- then being impatient.. the girlfriend walked over a second time within 2 mins and after that, that guy complained that his girlfriend had to walk over twice and the chicken wing was still not ready.. -.- sharon was in a really bad mood that day.. =.= everyone was like really quiet too.. but night came.. and that entertainer faheem came.. heh.. lol so obvious he came to send shirlyn home but he said he came to check his schedule.. lol.. lalalal

ooh! sharon said she saw them at macdonald's at night though they were supposed to have gone home.. lol.. she wanted to catch them red-handed.. ahas but we were too late.. they went off already when we got there.. lol.. sharon treated me hot chocolate.. mm~ X)

oh, saturday senghoe treated me and shirlyn too.. hehe as in.. we wanted to just buy the burger.. but he treated us the meal, with milo and hashbrown, collecting only the cost of the burger from us.. ahas.. THANKS! XD

waha.. these few days so many ppl treat me at mac.. heh.. last night shann and i went to buy coke after ballet.. i intended to just buy a cup of one dollar coke but she took the one dollar and bought me a regular coke... XD so nice.. hehe

ahh.. it's 2.30 am now and im responsible for opening tmr morning.. so.. oh well.. cya~ heh though im not sure when's the next time i'll be online.. x.x heh

OH YA!!!!!!!!! anybody interested to go to ngee ann poly open house with me on friday morning? before we go for the tp open house? x.x im desperate to find someone to go with me.. cuz i think there has a larger variety of courses.. and they're quite interesting.. heh.. so please~ can someone go with me?? x.x ^^ XD

2:34 AM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

lol.. i wanted to blog bout alot of things.. but i just received the news that bleach 110 is out. heh.. so im distracted and want to watch anime.. so.. bye! XD

1:16 AM

Friday, January 12, 2007

oh ya.. i realise these few days i've been really hypnotised.. hmm not a good word.. influenced? no.. drowned? sort of.. aye.. anyways.. it's any of these vocabularies, by 2 songs.

one that goes like "im good, im good, im good without you......." another is that To The Left song that glen introduced to me some time ago.. heh

oh well.. in a way or another.. these songs are nice. =)

1:18 AM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

ooh.. im so lazy to blog.. x.x oh well these few days.. been working.. some enjoyable times.. some really really irritating times.. enjoyable times are with my colleagues and supervisor.. except for one idiot la.. so it means my time is generally enjoyable only when that bossy idiot isnt around.. heh. so it means irritating times are when that idiot bosses ppl around la. heh though he aint the supervisor or even the so-called leader of the workers.. lol

hmm.. also.. i hurt myself alot of times.. a lot of scalded wounds.. and cuts.. all over my hands.. was kinda afraid i couldnt play the piano properly after all these cuts at first.. but oh well.. alls fine. =)

oh ya.. ahh.. been working and dancing and working and dancing.. so now, my legs are freaggin' tired.. x.x even quarreled with my mum just to skip a lesson yesterday.. partly also cuz i was really tired of the travelling.. 3 hours on the train without any form of entertainment leh.. sumore it's an alone task.. x.x previously i still had my phone to listen to the mp3 inside.. and of cuz.. on the phone with someone.. some particular person who used to be willing to talk to me and accompany my ride home..even if it was quite stressing on his side to be on the phone for so long.. but oh well.. all's gone..

anyway.. i'd still encourage ppl to come visit me.. especially tmr morning from 9am to 3 pm.. im freaking on shift with that idiot.. only that idiot!!!! x.x grr.. lol.. i sure hope he doesnt come and see these though.. heh.. though it doesnt really matter la.. cuz i think it's quite obvious that me and shirlyn dont like him.. lol.. wad a contradicting relationship btween workers in new york pizza.. heh

oh ya.. crediting time.. hehe.. SATURDAY, ZAI JUN came to visit me!!!!! X) and an even more pleasant surprise, SHARON came TOO!! hee.. cool... haa.. thnks man..

then, yesterday, which was WEDNESDAY.. i saw GLENDON.. haa then after that came SHERLIN and HUANGYI!!!!! X) oh ya.. haa i got a bite of glen's apple pie when he came.. mm~ nice haa..

and then, TODAY, HUANGYI and SHERLIN came AGAIN!! haa so happy to see them.. XD treated them pizza.. heh aww.. have to say this.. POOR HUANGYI, slipped and fell on her way to "see me".. she even BROKE A BONE, LOST A PIECE OF MEAT, LOST A LOT OF BLOOD, and CAME DOWN FROM THE AMBULANCE ON HER WAY TO CHANGI HOSPITAL JUST TO VISIT ME! so i have to be VERY THANKFUL to her.

lol. heh

hmm some things i learnt these few days..

on saturday.. i finally learnt what it meant to forcefully fake a smile.

these few days.. i learnt what it is to be in the process of still recovering from a broken state.

today, i concluded the method how i was able to hold out for these few days, especially after saturday.. it's just to try your best to not think about it.

when i got the key to the gate on tuesday, my dad taught me what is responsibility.

just a couple of hours ago.. i learnt what is cherishing someone(my mum).. as in.. what shld u do or what u shouldnt do if u really cherish the person..

i'm starting to miss everyone.. it's like everyone's leaving.. everyone's moving on.. everyone's got their whole new life now.. especially those schooling..

11:59 PM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

hmm.. i feel like blogging but i dun feel like blogging.. lol..

11:59 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

ahh.. worked from 9-3 today.. x.x i thot i was late.. cuz i couldnt get to sleep last night.. again.. bout 4plus then sleep.. then morning 8 plus have to wake up.. but ahas i ended up waiting for bout 15 min for them to come open the gate.. zz.. ahas.. i spent the first 3 hours doing almost nothing.. cuz yeechien wanted to do all the pizza today.. so.. oh well.. i went to fold the boxes instead..

sales wasnt really good today.. and we ran out of notes smaller than 50 and coins many times.. and sob.. when i went to change money at the bank nearby.. they said coin exchanges were only available on tuesdays and thursdays.. =.=

went home at 3.. bathed.. and i realised i had a lot of cuts on my hands.. sob.. pain.. x.x went out for ballet.. zz.. i rushed all the way to bukit batok and know wad? i only realised i forgot to bring my shoes when i was at the door of the dance room.. -.-

went home.. on the train alone today.. cuz wanting and vanessa couldnt make today.. plus no phone.. so no mp3 to listen to.. so damn sian.. so i started calculating bout how much i'll earn by the 10th and 25th.. lol.. quite little compared to huiying la.. though she still complains that 700plus bucks are little for a month.. but zz.. it didnt entertain me for long.. lala

went back to the store to "visit" them.. hehe it was 10 plus le.. so they told me to bring home pizza cuz there was quite some leftovers.. cool.. i added ingredients as i wished.. though not alot la.. haa.. i saw that when they make their own pizza right.. the amount of stuffs they put is A LOT la.. heh..

hmm.. i realise my colleagues are all quite nice.. hehe.. but i didnt know that nabil was in our sch, same age as us.. o.o heh but ahh.. i also realised another thing bout my colleagues today.. that faheem smokes too.. =/ is it a bad thing? cuz yeechien was like "wah lao everyone thinks that smoking means u're bad" hmm.. it's just that it harms ur body, and harms others too cuz ppl around breathe in 2nd-hand smoke.. which is actually worse.. and u pollute the environment too.. lol.. lala

ahh!! haa tmr zaijun coming to visit me.. before 1pm.. but haa.. not sure whether he'll confirm come not la.. heh.. he works just above me.. as in 5th floor.. maybe i'll go visit him after work tmr.. hehe XD and oh.. i cannot make it for the sp open house.. sob..

ahh.. tmr i working 9-3.. then friday i'll be working 3-11.. and sat full shift.. means 9am to 11pm.. come visit me!! x.x sunday shld be night shift.. 3 to 11pm.. hehe

yea~ huangyi's coming! the rest also come lei.. x.x hehe oh, maybe i'll go isetan after work tmr too.. to see someone.. hehe cannot be hying cuz she off tmr.. then i dun want gianhui also liao.. cuz she abandoned my dear kaoru.. heh guess who i'm visiting?? hehehehe XD *evil laughter*

sob.. im sick~ from last night till now leh.. flu non-stop.. x.x

11:59 PM

wah~ slept at around 5 last night and woke up at 6plus this morning.. had to go down to help.. zz.. came back at around 8am.. couldnt sleep.. probably due to the coffee i took in the morning.. finally was starting to be able to sleep at around 9 plus.. zz.. someone called..

couldnt sleep after that.. 10.55 i went out.. passed jie some things at tampines mrt control station.. zz.. went home.. was really tired.. finally was able to sleep at 11.30am.. zz.. but was constantly woke up.. firstly, my mum came in. "wad time is ur work?" then it was my dad, "wad time is ur work?" then it was my brother who came in and woke me up by MISTAKE.. zz.. couldnt sleep anymore by 1.30pm..

used the com.. waha.. bathed and went for work le.. zz.. 3pm to 11pm today.. so damn tired.. ooh.. saw my supervisor, sharon, finally.. she's very easy-going.. ahas.. but err.. she smokes.. and today i realised that yeechien smokes too.. =/

oh well.. had free pizza and bubble tea and pepsi.. hehe.. it is so-called "self-service" in there.. waha.. today's sales were really good.. almost all the pizzas were sold.. heh X)

ahh.. did i mention i was scalded quite a few times? even the other time when i was doing my training.. x.x wah lao then all the guys hold the metal thing without the glove de.. zz.. irritating.. and apparently i dont know why when the guys cut the pizza, it's not as seng-et as the girls do.. including me.. x.x bleh.

lalala.. come visit me! hehe it's the new york pizza at century square, beside old chang kee.. for those who are schooling tmr, haha come to destress.. XD see my face confirm will lighten up. XD hehe lalala.. come visit me!! X)

3:59 PM

lol, some pictures for fun ^^

isnt tamaki just so cute? hehe but sob.. nobody wanna take up that role.. x.x

the twins!!

heh.. the drawing is just so cute.

kyouya-senpai!! X)haa.. this was when hikaru forgot bout haruhi.. and RAN TOWARDS KAORU even in such situations.. heh XD

honey-senpai and mori-senpai!
and once again, the twins!
GIANHUI, SEE! this is the relation between me(HIKARU) and meiqi(KAORU). HEHooh~ once again, such sentimental brotherly love. XD

3:58 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

hmm.. couldnt sleep again last night.. fell asleep only after 5am.. zz..

oh ya.. i didnt really delete the previous posts or wad.. just changed the add of the previous one.. heh.. u can reach there if u can guess the add.. lol.. not that anyone would be that bo liao.. lala

hmm.. oh ya! yesterday! hehe.. went to meet shanshan,yuewen, jenny and huiru to buy some snacks for the supposedly movie marathon at night.. oh, before that i met up with kelvin to buy his monkey for huiru.. oops.. was late.. wasnt intentional though.. i was mopping the floor and when i saw the time when i was done.. it was 3 already.. x.x

haa he said this : when girls and guys meet up.. it's natural for the girl(s) to be late and the guy(s) to wait. if the girl has to wait for the guy, the guy shld be hit. heh.

then when girls meet, they wouldnt seem late cuz both late, become both not late. heh

interesting comment... but oh well.. i was still guilty for making him wait for bout half an hour.. x.x hmm went to search for monkeys.. weird though.. thought monkeys were quite popular for a time? but when we looked around in the stores, monkeys were so rare! walked around in toys'R'us.. heh.. i was said to be "like a kid who gets amazed by lil lil things" x.x fine... heh

went to meet the girls.. shopped till 5.30? they bought beer/wine.. not sure which.. then we headed to amanda's house.. watched some tv shows.. o.o lol they were so damn hyper bout some band called fei lun hai i think.. soon.. ppl came..

left with meiqi and jeffrey for the fireworks at esplanade at bout 9pm.. heh the first half an hour of squeezing our way thru to the merlion place was quite fun.. oh, there was a false alarm of rain.. heh.. drizzled a little but all was fine by 12am.. heez.. so we waited at that place for an hour.. being squeezed by many yi4 zu2 ppl.. and damn it.. there were ppl smoking.. grr.. x.x

oh ya! we found a great way to pass time! heh.. after waiting for half an hour doing nothing, we decided to play games.. we played that chee-go-pak thing? heh 3 ppl de.. it was fun! heh quite exciting in the beginning cuz we were quite blurred.. then as the game proceeded.. it became quite amusing.. heh

oh.. no count down.. wad a let down.. x.x but the fireworks were amazing! haa.. didnt really think i'd like it at first.. but when i saw it i must say it was quite a sight.. ahas.. plus the atmosphere of a whole crowd of ppl getting high with you.. celebrating new year.. it was great! ahas..

headed back.. aww man.. there was so many ppl squeezing and squeezing.. we waited for gian outside raffles city.. argh.. jeff was quite worried that we'd miss the last train.. x.x haix.. si gianhui.. i shall take meiqi away from you.. ahas.. now we're twins.. hehe im hikaru and meiqi is kaoru.. X)

oh well.. got back to tampines.. walked home cuz there wasnt any buses.. haa.. not bad.. got "escorted home" by two ppl, kaoru and jeff.. haa thnks! X) ahh.. sorry.. couldnt go back to amanda's house to like stay awhile or something cuz i was really hungry.. ahas.. satisfied that with cup noodles and a cup of milo.. hehe then i watched anime.. and did that blog thing.. oh ya.. i dunno wad's the rating for this skin.. and probably cuz i was quite blur at night already.. i opened the website and found this skin straight away! as in.. from the thumbnails.. this caught my eye immediately.. ahas.. and i thought it's quite nice.. so.. ahas.. =)

ooh... saw someone interesting last night.. hehe *shhh....*

12:48 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007

ahas. a brand new blog with new skin and entries to begin a new year! ^^ ahh.. everything are changed except for the blog add and tagboard. the blog add is the same cuz generally, im lazy to go inform everyone bout the new link etc.. and i kinda like this name. =)

ahas.. anyways.. happy new year to everyone! have a nice 2007! X)

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