Monday, January 29, 2007
WARNING: this is a very long complaint entry, there is actually no neccessity to read. read at your own risk(of time).grr.. how should i start? lol btw, the topic im touching on is actually my work place. it's 1.36 am now and i can't fall asleep. so i decided to blog. lol.
in the beginning, all was well, i sort of managed to get along with everyone.
A wasn't as irritating yet,
B was a lil bossy but okay, since she's a girl, and
supposedly on my side against
A, i'll try to give in in that aspect.
C seemed really hardworking, coming at hours before his shift, giving free labour, also meaning that he helped me cope when things were getting out of hands for me.. so i was actually quite grateful.
D hadn't come yet, but when he came, i assumed that since we knew each other beforehand, if anything cropped up, at the very least, he would be on my side. but alas, that wasn't what it seems now la.
E, who just came recently, gave me the worst first impression of all. he was utterly slacking all the way on his training, and he's those kind that i really hate, u have hands(free) but u ask other people to do ur job for you while u slack away. and funny, the job was actually easy tasks. lol
umm.. shld be no more.. and my supervisor, in my opinion, is a fair person, that's why i respected her, until last thursday, when i started to doubt that. lol. oh well, that doesnt really matter anyway.
right, there's quite a number of people i'm getting fed up with at work huh. lol. so let me start.
A, first of all didn't give me the basic respect at all, treating me like some kinda nice-to-bully "junior", though he's just started working earlier than me by 6 days, giving me all the odd jobs.
starting, it was still okay.. cuz at least, he said "thanks". but slowly, that politeness died down and he was slacking away while he threw all the job, supposed to be shared and done before our supervisor turns up. he was either smoking, or ran out for hours, not sure what was he doing, but the point was that he left me, sometimes alone, in the store, while he slacked away, cheating his hours. yucks.
and i bet he spoke bad of me behind my back. cuz quite a number of times, i caught them whispering, as though they didnt want me to know the contents of their gossip. and another thing is that i've seen him complain to my supervisor relentlessly bout
B before, when they were still at loggerheads, that is.
and many times last thursday, he was really sacarstic when he was training E. he said many "things u can or cannot do" and "rules" and "attitude(relax) u should have when u're working" that he never mentioned to me, neither were those said by others before. like,
whatever.and oh, he likes to rant on bout his pay of 20cents more per hour, than the usual pay, that leading him to saying wad,
prove yourself to be capable of doing stuffs.. blah and blah, how good he is, how he's able to prove himself as "able to do stuffs" and "can get his stuffs done". pls la.. all those are really bullshit can? it's like k la, that "able to do stuffs" part im not sure cuz usually the work are thrown to us while he slack off.. but that "can get his stuffs done" is more likely cuz he throws all the jobs to us. so he presents that "stuffs done" to the supervisor as "if im around, i can get things done" kinda way. but in actual fact, all those shit were done by us. lol.
and it's like
btw, i get $3.70 per hour too. noob.
now it comes to
B. we were getting along quite fine, especially after we realised we both disliked A. but one week later, she was suddenly on good terms with
A. and so, i suddenly felt that i was betrayed, so there was no point tolerating her bossyness, and that with-hands-free-but-ask-others-to-do kind of attitude. but i dont see her often cuz she's schooling, so i only see her on weekends. but lol, that's enough to make me really irritated by her.
oh btw, she's those kind who try to act cool by saying those "man", "hey dude" kinda terms, though she didnt even know wad's the meaning of "dude" in the first place. that actually made me wanna puke a few times. lol.
and OH, she's really BLUR when doing cashier, so often, she has to pay up for the losses. BUT, she still doesnt learn and continue to kaypo, and be cashier whenever she can(when supervisor's not around). but in any cases, her bodoh-ness has landed me in to trouble a couple of times. zz..
so anyway, today she really provoked me. while she herself doesnt follow the so-called
RULES often, she was
actually LECTURING me bout trying to avoid having to change the oil tmr morning(cuz it's a dreadful job), in a very bossy tone!!! and also in a i-always-follow-the-rules tone. lol. like,
whatever.
then worst still, she got jacky to crap loudly, sacarstically, and obviously it was aiming at me la. freak. and lol, she was actually acting cool at that time. -.- "it's the
RULES man!", in a very not cool tone. lol.
AND, though that, i still fried that chicken wing for her that she wanted, out of my kindness, though reluctantly, and she actually
DARED to doubt me and put that chicken wing back to the fryer to cook for a while more!!!!!!!! GRRRR!!!
then there was that jacky hq issue. i was really upset when they were actually getting so much free food already, cuz of the shortage of stock, and they actually dared to raise their voice at me when i couldnt give them their free food within a short time, CUZ I WAS BUSY with the customers' orders. DUHH!!!
in the end, the customers' orders were delayed cuz they took the chicken wings i fried first.. then i had to fry the chicken wings again. zz.. it's like.. hello?? u're freaking getting
free food. shouldn't u at least have the consideration to wait?? how can they
shamelessly ask for QUICK,
FREE food??!!
i mean, so what if he's friends with our supervisor, who actually said that jacky need not pay for the things he ate or take away? it's his FRIENDS who are taking away the free food. so i see no reason to actually hurry and meet their demands, while the two idiots,
B and
D, boot-licked them? yucks. and dunno who, jacky or hq was so childish to write "FUCK YOU" behind the box, turning it to face the back, on purpose, so that i can see it. lol. childish. 17 and u still do such things. and hq was like really, in my opinion bodoh la. it's like i was telling him to wait for his free food. he didnt hear properly and started to kaopei la. lol, idiots. childish, foolish idiots.
lol, i'll jump to
D for awhile. it's like, ya la, i thought he'd be nice. but turns out he's a slacker too. and today, he freaking ganged up with
B to be sacarstic to me. seriously, like what sharon said, if you wanna convey anything just say it out straightforwardly, there isnt any need for u to twist and turn, and be sacarstic with your words.
there's one incident today where it's like, after i told
B that i didnt hear the order for the chicken wing, she asked
D and
D actually agreed with her that she did say out the order. k fine, probably i didnt hear properly, so it's my fault. but on the next orders, she purposely said the wing order extra loudly, k fine, i tolerate, but
D ACTUALLY REPEATED THEM!!!!!! GRRR.. i was so angry la!
how can he... how can he actually gang up with that freaking bodoh, blur, smart-aleck, act-cool, immature girl?!?! and freak, i've actually known him for at least 4 years. zz..
k now it comes to
C. like i said, he was actually quite hardworking. my impression of him was actually not bad, especially when sometimes he would accompany me to walk home.. and sometimes miss his last bus, having to take a cab home cuz of that.. but i think it's especially after one issue, his attitude to me totally changed. he's cold, easily angered, for no reason though, lol and childish.
and his work attitude changed too.. that's probably cuz of the influence from
A. lol. he became much of a slacker, making me be fryer, And slicer, AND runner at the same time! while he wanders about complaining that it's boring, he doesnt have any work to do.. lol. there's a cashier at work btw..
and once, after my ballet lesson, i went there to check out on how my friend was doing, since she's new. i saw this, she was busy with cashier, yet had to call out the orders(for customers to come pick their food) while there were customers in front of her waiting to take their order, i told her that she shouldnt bother herself with the behind work since her job was only cashier.
C, being the one nearest to the table, where all the pizzas are put, waiting to be sent out, i said it was his job. he heard that, and he retorted straight away. and just as i was about to tell him that that was what sharon told me, he threw his temper, leaving all the pizzas there, childishly kicked the door and went out, saying he's going to the toilet, irresponsibly.
eew.
so whatever it is, he's become a person really irritating lar. he dont wanna see me, the feelin's mutual.
E, i've said it all la.. but i've only spent a day with him.. im not sure.. cuz according to
B, he's actually
quite hardworking. o.O
argh.. these people are getting on my nerves.. does the problem actually lie on me?? but i dont think whatever that i did was wrong lei.. they were wasting resources by giving out so many free food.. of cuz i would get angry, especially when it was peak time, and that we were actually running low of stock.
OH YA.. that reminded me, bout how un-reliable
B really is.. u really cannot trust her with tasks de leh. it's like.. i went to work at 5.. and by that time, the chicken should have been marinated already, fries shld have been packed already.. but when i arrived, nothing was done!! and i had to do them myself when the timing to do those shldn't have crossed my work time.. so yea.. i was actually doing those stock preparation stuffs during peak hours.. how dumb can that situation be?? zz..
and she actually retorted fiercely that it was cuz they were busy, in a tone as though i was accusing her of some kinda crime.. but pls la.. i would only take that as excuses lo.. no matter how busy weekends are supposed to be, the afternoons wouldnt be
THAT busy.. and k fine.. if it
was that busy.. bout 5 when more manpower came.. shldnt they started packing already? or at least ask someone to do it.. at least it's known that the job wasnt done yet and it would be started from that moment onward. argh...
anyways.. whoever who sees this and is not happy bout it.. especially the people directly involved, talk to me straight. if possible, (though i doubt), change my opinion of u, if u are able to. prove that im wrong, if u can that is. cuz fact is, i think before i write. i tolerated before i expressed my anger. i tried to appease before making you my enemy.
if u never provoked me, i wouldnt have these opinions.
wow, i took 2 hours for all these.. x.x
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