Sunday, June 03, 2007
okok.. now, im seriously gonna post a decent post. =)
wednesday night was choir concert. and yep! my great, lovely and adorable friends came X) THANKS! to meiqi, huangyi, chuiying, kelvin, huangyi's friend : open rice, and miao yi (my ballet friend). X)
THANKS!all the sweat, all the hardwork, all the staying back, all the going to siglap south cc, all the rushing there with cabs, all the singing, all the practices!! the concert is finally over. and yep! of cuz, we had a blast. not sure about the sound quality, but certainly, we enjoyed ourselves. it's the last concert for our beloved seniors too.. and last local performance for our conductor mr low xuhao (a.k.a. my eyecandy X) HEH)
didnt think much about it actually.. in fact it was all the way until the last few hours before the concert, that i was so excited that my friends were coming to watch my performance! okay maybe not totally mine, but to them at least i suppose. =)
kinda disappointed that phy couldnt come last minute though.. =/ like.. i thought after so long, i can finally see her la.. oh well.. X) we can always go out for lunch some time.. X)
oh ya.. after this concert.. we'll be preparing for pattaya trip.. =( not that im not happy about this trip.. it's just.. just.. just.. just that we'll be going on MY BIRTHDAY!! x.x =((( *pulls long face, like si gay XD* yea.. sobsob.. SIGH.. but oh well.. the happy happy thing is that my two eyecandies are going! ahas.. and yep.. it's the last concert for e both of em.. at least in the near future la.. X)
AHH!! btw, CONGRATULATIONS TO ONG DINGYI!! (though he may not see this, lol) for he got the position of the Student Conductor. X) the biggest position in my opinion la! X) (if u're thinking president, im thinking so what? big deal? that %$#&$*!@# he's just gonna be an annoying hag-alike, attention-seeking, authority-hungry/abusing guy. zz..)
ehh.. remember ah.. say wanna cheng yao for me de.. LOL XD hahahahaha just kidding.. =)
okay okay.. now switch to
emo mood.. dont read ya.. X)
(unless u're like.. the person im refering to.. lol)
i saw you that night. you came, and you came over. well, i tried to talk to you.. but did you even bother to reply me? he said it's cuz you just can't bring yourself to, like the way you were initially. he said some stuffs.. and damn.. it made me start thinking again.. i thought i could let you go already.. i thought i could talk to you like normal friends already.. i thought i liked you no more already.. then again, why did you come? it's not like you to come to such events.. to disrupt my thoughts again? like the way you did a year back?you can't do this to me now.. you cannot.. what did u tell kelvin? such that he told me such things? things that i dont wanna hear anymore.. not now.. not now... i've convinced myself that im over with you.. and that's that. it wouldnt change.. and if im wrong, at least i ascertained myself again. =)
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